An update of sorts.

There is nothing new to report again. Due to my health nothing has happened since my last posting. I stay at home and maybe twice a week I get to take the boys out for a run.

I wonder if the main difference between my former condition of “relapsing remitting MS” and the current “secondary progressive MS” is psychological? Most of the symptoms I have now I have had on and off for many years, maybe now they are a little worse? The thing now is that in my head I know that things are not going to get any better. I still have times that don’t feel too bad compared to other days but most every day tasks are a real effort. In the not too distant past I could look forward to weeks without any troubling symptoms but over time those periods have vanished. It’s hard to get advice of dealing with this new stage because everyone experiences MS differently, there is no standard progression in MS. My best source of help is my MS nurse as she sees many people with different symptoms at different stages of the condition, she gives good advice for a range of symptoms. The only thing I can’t get her help for is getting my head to adjust to how things are changing. At my last clinic appointment I was asked if I thought I might have some depression as apparently I appeared “a bit down”? I don’t think I am depressed, just at a bit of a loss as to what I do next to adjust, I will probably just plod on until I figure it out. 🙂

I haven’t seen any friends for quite a long time now as I have been a bit of a hermit, perhaps now that the weather is improving I should try to get out and see some. As always there is an upside to life. I haven’t had any bothersome Epilepsy stuff for ages. 🙂 Nothing makes me feel unsafe as much as Epilepsy does. I have never felt at risk or vulnerable because of MS, only a bit redundant and useless from time to time.

We are still struggling to find an automatic motorhome to replace our old dead one, there are a lot around but they are either too expensive, too old or if they are just right they sell before we can get to them! The trouble with good used motorhomes that are automatic is that they are as rare as rocking horse poop because they are sought after by old duffers like me. 😀

Julia has suggested we go to Indy’s farm (our friend Andrew) for a break, he has a lovely cottage that he rents out. The farm is thousands of acres of beautiful rolling, Scottish countryside in the lammermuir hills. I always feel good at the farm partly because Andrew still has 2 of Indy’s litter mates and 5 others from the same parents but different litters. Did I ever mention that I love dogs? 😀

Indy’s family.

Indy’s parents. Amariliss and Craster. Both greatly missed.

Craster and the Mrs

Indy’s eclectic mix of siblings. 🙂  (the retriever lurking at the back was the wonderful Luca)


Julia and me with our old dead motorhome in front of the view from the cottage.

At Godscroft 2

And down in Moneynut valley where we usually camp. Sorry this is our private campsite as the lane is only open to the public once a year for a special stage of the RAC rally. 😀

campsite on moneynut lane

I think Julia is right again, we should go soon.


2 Love Underdogs in the “overlooked category.

Robinson is a very endearing boy who who does give the best smiles! There is nothing quite like his face when people he knows visit him! He is a year and a half but arrived at the shelter in Romania as an abandoned puppy so his age estimate is fairly accurate. He is a relatively small dog at only 18kg, the photos can be deceptive. He is about the size of a large beagle. He is a lovely and very attaching dog who has a real sense of fun in him. He also quite fancies a role as someone’s lap dog. Robinson has spent time in foster so knows the basic and is house trained.



Zina was born in July 2015 (her age is approximate). She had a difficult start to life. She was brought to a Romanian public shelter by dog catchers before being taken into a private shelter and into our care here in the UK with her siblings.
She is still a youngster who is developing and progressing. Zina is unsure about things and people unfamiliar to her and needs a patient and calm home, to help her gain some much needed confidence. We are only looking to place Zina in a family with an existing confident dog, which will help her settle enormously.


To get more details of these 2 click their name or for other Underdogs click wherever you see “Love Underdogs

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More plodding on.

Life is fairly routine at the moment, not too dull and not too exciting. I have just had my 6 monthly MS clinic appointment during which it was decided we should add another medication (Gabapentin). My Epilepsy has been manageable for a while so nothing to worry about there. 🙂 I have just sent the papers for my Driving licence to be renewed so I now have to wait for medical checks to be done. I very rarely drive now, I prefer Julia being my chauffeur.

Today Julia and I are celebrating our 35th wedding anniversary, to think that nobody thought it would last! We met on the 19th of December 1981, I proposed on the 8th of January 1982, we moved in together on Valentines day and married on March 20th!! Quite a whirlwind romance. I have now been married for 60% of my life.

Us on our first anniversary.

Julia gave birth to our son just 7 weeks before this picture!! 😮


Us in New Zealand after 25 years of marriage.


Us in NZ

I think perhaps I have aged a bit worse than Julia, it didn’t help that my hair colour upped and went. 😀

Today spring has officially arrived so I can now look forward to some pleasant warm weather, unfortunately the forecasters are saying it is going to be cold and wet. 😦 Regardless of the weather I will be getting my buggy out and taking Hamish on some of his favourite runs, Indy being an old bloke can plod around with Julia.



Some new Love Underdogs.

Robinson is a little over a year old. He arrived at the shelter in Romania as an abandoned puppy so his age estimate is fairly accurate. He is a relatively small dog at only 18kg.



Gabriella has only just arrived and we are getting to know her. Gabriella is missing a front leg, she was found injured by the side of the road.



Cora is a wonderful girl who was rescued 4 years ago from an illegal kill shelter in the Carpathian mountains in Transylvania. She was found in a terrible state alongside 46 other survivors who had been left to die in a hangar. She has been waiting a long time for a chance to be adopted.



No apologies for featuring Grayson again, no pooch deserves a home more.

 Grayson is a stunning dog who was rescued from a particularly terrible dog pound in Bucharest. He came to us as a very traumatised and scared dog and is making great progress. This is a dog who will likely always be somewhat fearful, but he bonds incredibly well with the people who care for him.


Anyone currently looking to adopt a dog would do well to visit Love Underdogs. Those not in a position to could help in other ways details of which are on the website.

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It has been a while.

Having been in hibernation for a while makes it feel like the year is flying past. I have been housebound so far this year with only a few buggy trips out with the woofers. MS symptoms have been a bit unpleasant and I have been having a lot of Epilepsy brain wobbles, which are made worse by the medication causing tiredness and bad balance. I know this is my life from now on but it bugs me more during the winter, I think a bit of warm sunshine will make it all feel better. 🙂  Not much has been happening so far this year, no foster dogs apart from the odd day or two of Pepper while his person is in hospital for tests etc.

As we are now too far from Love Underdogs I may have to find another rescue to foster for, it is a real shame as I have really enjoyed the Underdogs and the people who run it. I may check with Irish Retriever Rescue as they are the people we got Hamish from. They don’t really have a location requirement as they have volunteers who collect and distribute dogs and the adopters meet the dogs at the fosterer’s home.

I am continuing to share Love Underdogs pooches as they are special to me and so deserving of a forever home.

Grayson is going to be featured a lot as he has been waiting a long time for a home, he appears to be very happy at the newer kennels.

Looking handsome on the grooming table. 🙂



Emerline is 6 years old and will be available soon after a vet check and assessment. Perfect for the pocket pooch lover.



Baldwin a young bloke who has had a very hard start to life but doesn’t let that get in the way of having fun.



Cora is a beautiful girl rescued from a kill shelter in Transylvania, she has waited a long time to come to the UK but is up for enjoying it now that she is here.



Apple Candy is a big sweet girl who waited in the shelter for 3 years before being able to come here, she is 7 years old. She is stunningly beautiful, my kind of pooch. 🙂



As usual, for more details on a dog just click their name or to see other dogs available click anywhere it says Love Underdogs.

Hopefully next time I will have something of interest to write about. 😀

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A special Hamish day.

Today is Hamish’s third “gotcha day”

3 years ago our son drove us (I had stopped driving because of my epilepsy) all the way to the wilds of Lincolnshire to meet Hamish. The meeting consisted of trying to coax him into the same room as us but settling for a distant view of him. We knew Hamish was the pooch for us because we had fostered so many timid dogs we saw he would come around.

Hamish in his old foster home, He looked so haunted 😦

Within 5 minutes of starting the drive home Hamish was curled up on my lap asleep.

First picture at home, still with the haunted eyes.


Hamish looked healthy and well fed but when we got close to him we discovered that he was very thin with several large sore areas on his skin! We took him to the vet and discovered he had fleas and was allergic to them. We treated the fleas and the infected skin and started feeding him properly and he flourished. We think Hamish didn’t get to eat properly because he was bullied by the other dogs in his foster home, they were all quite plump? Even now Hamish will abandon his food if another dogs walks near to his bowl while he is eating, Indy is very good around food and doesn’t bother him.

Hamish and Indy after his first bath.


Hamish soon made himself at home and began to gain some confidence, he was lucky to have Indy to show him how to be a family member

Hamish loves his Mum. 🙂


Hamish is still nervous of strange people when we are out and absolutely terrified of children but in the house he is fine with people? He does have a large circle of people at the park that he has seen regularly, he likes them.

An assortment of pictures, some I have used before and others maybe not?

Hamish has come a long way in 3 years. In the first 18 months of his life he had spent 12 months as a stray on the streets of Ireland. We know from experience that strays are not treated particularly well in Ireland, treated as vermin and often tormented and abused by some people. 😦  Thankfully the majority of Irish people are wonderful and a group of them set about gaining Hamish’s trust until they could get near enough to rescue him, we are forever grateful that they did. 🙂

Hamish has helped his brother, Indy, to teach quite a few foster dogs how to be pets. He is gentle, loving, playful, cheeky, and cuddly but most of all he is my best buddy and I love him.

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Almost Christmas…Already!

Where has the year gone? Although I have done all of my Christmas shopping I’m not feeling as though I am ready for Christmas? I think the problem is that we (by we I mean Julia) have been very busy on the house. Downstairs walls and woodwork have all been painted and the hallway,Kitchen, and downstairs toilet flooring has all be taken up ready for it all to be tiled after Christmas. We have put the flooring off for way too long as the stairs and upstairs is having new carpet at the same time, the problem has always been the turmoil of having to have my stairlift taken out and then put back in afterwards (sleeping on the sofa for a few days). Now it is all ready perhaps we can relax and get ready for the big day. 🙂

Indy and Hamish are ready, just so long as Julia doesn’t make them wear antlers or Santa hats for the photos. 😀


This is as close as we could get to a group picture in front of the tree. We spent quite a while taking pictures but they were a mixture of blurs, half dogs, dogs facing the wrong way, or me with my head missing (maybe not a bad thing?) but this will do.



On their own they will pose angelically, it must be something about cuddling with me that excites them.


Our six months of caring for Pepper has ended prematurely, his person has had to stop chemotherapy as it has been poisoning her! She appears delighted with this? The doctors say they will now just monitor her and treat symptoms.

I may not post again before Christmas, it all depends on my MS symptoms. I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a peaceful and trouble free New Year.


 It would be wonderful if Grayson could find a home for the New Year, he has been waiting for a long time.


If anyone is looking for a fur baby to complete their family may I suggest looking at Love Underdogs, they always have a gorgeous selection of pooches waiting for a home.

Unfortunately it looks like I can no longer foster for Love Underdogs, it appears they want fosterers to be within an hours drive from the kennels (understandable if someone wants to meet a dog at short notice) but we are now about 3 hours away. 😦 I will continue to promote their dogs as they are such a worthy charity and do fantastic work for the dogs of Romania.

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Not going out.

It has been a few weeks that I have been stuck at home. A little bit of Epilepsy brain and a lot of MS symptoms have made it unsafe to venture far. I have had the joy of going to the dentist twice for a broken tooth. 😀  Finally I have been able to venture out with the pooches. Winter isn’t the best time to ride my buggy around the park, when it is cold and wet it is not nice to get plastered in mud! Frosty dry days are the best days during winter, the boys love it and I don’t get mucky.

We have had Pepper again for the past week, he went home this evening until his person has their next round of chemo in a weeks time.


Hamish and Pepper.


Indy and Pepper.


Smiling Pepper.


Hamish. (my big baby) 🙂

We have had the pleasure of an unexpected pooch visitor this weekend. Julia visited my Mum yesterday and on the way home came across a lost little dog. She did the usual detective work starting with a trip to the vet to get him scanned for a microchip which he doesn’t have, it is compulsory for dogs to be chipped now. After a lot of internetting and phoning around we tracked down a possible owner so Julia drove across town only to find they weren’t home! She left her number at the house and eventually got a call from the owner. 🙂


This is the little chap that we named Rocket for the weekend.


We discovered that Rocket is a Chihuahua/Jack Russel cross, believe it or there is a name for this?? Rocket is a Jackchi. 😀 What is the world coming to when we have to give funny names to mongrels? I am not a little dog person normally but this is the second tiny pooch we have found that I have been sad to see going home. When Rocket’s person came to collect him he did get a lecture from Julia about getting him micro chipped. Julia kept it friendly by telling him he would get a fine as well as kennel charges if the dog warden picks him up next time but what appeared to hit home with him was that someone else could find Rocket, have him chipped and keep him and he would have no evidence that Rocket was his.  Maybe in the future when we need another dog I may consider a little one, that’s what old blokes have, isn’t it?


I am not featuring an Underdog this time but directing people to Love Underdogs website. At this time of year they run a shoe box appeal to collect essentials for the Romanian dogs, also there is a Love Underdogs 2017 calendar for sale to raise funds for future rescue work.


Love Underdogs on Facebook…

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Goodbye Roxy.

Roxy has been adopted today. She has gone to live with the parents of our friend and fellow dog nut, Eleanor. 🙂

Her new home is in a quiet village location where she has a large garden that opens on to fields with a stream for her to play in (she will play in it every day) She will live with a Border Collie and some cats.

We are going to seriously miss Roxy, she has been a real delight to have for the few weeks that she has been with us. Roxy leaving has coincided with Pepper going home for a week so it is really quiet here with just Indy and Hamish.

A final pose with her dear foster brothers.



Julia and I got a final kiss from Roxy but she got so excited with me it ended with her chewing on my chin. 😀



It is always bitter sweet when a foster baby finds a home, there are always damp eyes  but we end up happy that we have played a small part in a dogs journey from despair, suffering and neglect to being a part of a real family.

Pepper will be back next week when his person is due the next round of chemo so it will only be quiet for a little while. 😀


1 Day update November 9

Roxy loves her new people, she is either sitting by her new dad or following him around the garden, that of course when she is not in the fields.

Roxy with her Collie brother, Brynn and cousins Smeagol and Tor.


Roxy and Smeagol.


Roxy and Brynn with Smeagol in the back.


And finally, Roxy swimming with Smeagol.


It’s like she never knew us, as sad as it appears it is great to see a foster baby settled with their new people. 🙂


Tundra is a stunningly beautiful dog with a very attaching nature. She does need a little time to relax around new people, but with those she knows, she is really loving.


For more details click her name Tundra or any other Underdogs contact Love Underdogs 

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If only…

Had Roxy come along at a slightly different time in our lives she wouldn’t be going anywhere. She is such a wonderful dog, perfect in fact. Roxy gets on with every dog she meets, all people, and cats! She is one of those comforting kind of dogs, a bit like my first retriever, Luca. Hamish will miss her because she loves to play “tumble monkies”, Julia will miss her because she likes to lay next to her looking at her adoringly while she is cooking, and I will miss her because she has a nice calming aura when she climbs on me and snuggles up to me. 🙂

How could anyone not love a pooch who wears a pink dressing gown so well? 😀


The reality is that we just can’t cope with 3 permanent dogs at the moment because we have made a 6 month commitment to having Pepper for a few days every 2 weeks while his person has chemotherapy, also I wouldn’t be able to exercise 3 dogs should Julia have to go away for any reason.

The good news is that there is a possible home on the horizon with people we know so we will still see her occasionally. If that doesn’t work out a friend of ours is on the case and she has a large network of doggie people she can call on to help find her the perfect home. There is no rush though, she will go to the perfect home and it will be her last home which is why we are not just making her available to “the public”.

Julia went to the chemist across the road for 10 minutes, you would think she had been gone for hours. 😀


Roxy hadn’t shown any interest in toys since being here, I don’t know if it’s from watching the boys or if she remembered she used to play? but she now loves fetch. Indy reverted to his early herding days after the first throw of the ball even going out wide and dropping behind Roxy as she ran for the ball.


Roxy has very good recall and comes back very quickly except when a call of nature takes priority. 😀

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A chocolate treat.

At last we have a foster baby. We discovered that a local family wanted to re-home their chocolate Labrador, Roxy, as they were struggling to find the time for her since having a baby. We had met Roxy many times in the park and both our boys like her so we offered to take her until we find her a home.


Roxy is adorable, well mannered, friendly, and very affectionate with the added bonus of liking cats. We have a couple of people in mind for Roxy, one of whom we are sure will want her. If our cunning plan fails we do have a large network of dog people amongst which will be a home for this lovely lump of chocolate. 🙂



Roxy is about 7 years old and has had a few homes so far in her life, we want the next one to be her last.


It has proved to be quite difficult to get a picture of her face because she is prone to looking at her foster Mum more than my ugly moosh. 🙂


The boys quickly taught Roxy that if she sits nicely after dinner she will get a dried tripe stick, it’s funny how quickly every foster dog has learned that. 😀


Update October 12th

Pepper is staying for a few days so we get even cuter pictures. 🙂




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A disappointing day. :-(

In the early days of having MS I found people to be kind, caring, and on the whole understanding. If I had any complaint it would be that some people appeared to pity me? I could live with that. The past 5 or 6 years has seen a large change in how I am treated by some people. 6 years ago,for the first time since 1994 (when I was diagnosed with MS) people started yelling insults at me! It was rare but would happen a couple of times a year, in the past year it has happened a lot. One word that is almost always included in the insult is “scrounger” this attitude is a result of the current governments narrative to turn working people against people on welfare, I am not on welfare although I get “personal Independence payment” to assist with the extra cost of having a disability. Despite the new negative attitude of many to people with disabilities I try to remain optimistic, comfortable in the knowledge that most people are decent and it is just a few knuckle draggers that hold these unpleasant views. Today I was totally rocked by an incident to the extent that if I can’t convince myself it was random I fear I may become a hermit. I was coming along my favourite path around a lake that I take Hamish on every day, as I slowed to get around a gate I felt a large rock hit the back of my head! Thrown by someone so cowardly they had to conceal themselves in a wooded area to attack a passing cripple. When I was a young man I didn’t take to being messed with, I have never been a thug or a fighter but I would look after myself if anyone caused trouble, unfortunately I am no longer able to look after myself so I have to feel confident in order to function. I will try to convince myself that this was random and not targeted because I am vulnerable, I already had some concerns about going out because of having Epilepsy, I don’t need any more worries. No serious damage done apart from a good sized egg and a small cut on the back of my head and a small break in my heart. 😦

Update: I have reported the incident to the police just in case this person targets others. The police said if I get any people hurling insults or rocks I should call them, further incidents would be investigated as a “hate crime”

One of the current campaigns that I am supporting is against the oppression of the Palestinian people in the occupied territories, my little problems are as nothing to the suffering endured by them.  If only I had the power to make the world a more peaceful and loving place.



How about promoting a Love Underdog to cheer myself up a bit. 🙂

Yoda is ten years old and his eyesight is now starting to fail. I have fostered many old dogs and several blind ones and they have all gone on to make fabulous pets.



This is rather an odd looking underdog who is also mature and very deserving of a second chance at a home. IT’S A CAT??

Smokey is about 12 years old and needing a home as his owner has gone in to a care home.


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